Visit to the Plastic Surgeon

17th November 2009
I never wished to have anything altered, except for maybe my nose. Darren and I are truly amazed at the choices out there for reconstructive surgery.  We met with the surgeon who is going to be remodelling me after I have finished my therapy. He drew all over my belly with red felt pen to show me one of the proceedures and where the scarring would be.   Because I am going to have radiation the medics prefer not to reconstruct the breast until afterwards because in plain English, the radiation can undo all the work by cooking it and making it rubbery.  After they have removed the breast they are going to insert a skin expander.  I call it a space saver.  It is a round bag with a port in it.  It is inserted under the skin and every week it is topped up through the port with saline to the desired size. Basically I have four options:-
1. To not have any reconstruction.
2. Silicone inplants
3. Tummy muscle and fat used to recreate new breast
4. Back muscle used to recreate new breast.

The doctor placed a silicone implant into my hand.  I was surprised at how heavy it was but it was the same weight as a natural breast.  For me having something foreign in my body does not appeal. Once the skin starts to heal and scar tissue forms it can squeeze around the implant causing it to pucker and then I would be back to square 1.

The tummy muscle recreation is called a TRAM flap.  They slice your tummy from hip to hip and around your tummy button, roll up the skin and push one side of your tummy muscle up into the chest to form a breast.  They then replace the muscle with mesh, I guess, to hold everything in. He said that I would only just have enough fat to make one, so if I have to have a double whammy, then this won't be an option.  The upside of this is that I get a FREE tummy tuck.  May as well make the best of a bad situation, I say.  One problem with that, he informed us is that it raises your public hair line a little when they pull the skin up.  I have visions of pubes, peaking over the waist band of my jeans.....not a particularly attractive look, is it?  The scar is really low down and will eventually fade to white.

The last option is probably the one I will take in the event of having both breasts off.  They slice along the back below the shoulder blades and push the muscle around the sides to form breasts. Because there is no fat there they have to insert a partial implant which isn't as risky as having full implants.

Once all that is done, they create a nipple from a fold of skin and then later on tattoo the areola on.  Bloody amazing!  I told Darren that he doesn't need his nipples, so he may as well donate them to me. When I had a look at what I'd be getting I decided against it.....far too much hair for my liking.  So, it all hinges on what surgery I have to have as to what option I will take.

PS: Thanks to all my friends for offering their extra tummy fat...I have been inundated with offers.