My personal diary of thoughts and happenings during and after my breast cancer journey
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Taking A Nap in a 10 Gallon Drum!
Today I had to beat the path once again over to Boulcott, this time to get my breasts photographed from the inside out in the form of an MRI. I was not particularly looking forward to this being done as I had seen these machines on tv and thought how frightening they looked. I had had a really bad morning at work and was already stressed when I arrived for my appointment. My heart was thudding in my chest which was going to make it really hard to lie perfectly still. I was shown to a cubicle, once again given a standard hospital gown that does up down the front and then I was given a selection of music to chose to listen to. I thought the relaxing piano melodies would be good to calm me but it ended up being more annoying than the noise of the machine and I didn't recognise any of the songs. Anyway, back to matter at hand. I had to have a line put in my vein where they were going to eventually inject a dye. I was then taken to the room where the 'monster' machine was. It didn't look half as frightening as what I thought. I had to lay on my tummy with my mammaries hanging randomly into a space below where they would be told to smile for the camera. My arms were strapped to my sides and a buzzer placed in one hand, should I need them to stop. They then put headphones on me and I had to lay my head on one side on a special pillow with a hole cut out to make room for the earphones. The techs talk to you through the headphones at regular intervals and they explain what is happening. So once I was ready for take off, they pushed the button and off I went. I had to lay perfectly still for two lots of five minute sessions. For the final one I felt the cold dye go up my arm to my shoulder when they injected it in. I had to lay perfectly still for 11 minutes more which was really difficult and my nose kept threatening to itch. The machine was quite noisy and I could hardly hear the music. Do you think they would have minded if I had pressed the buzzer and asked them to turn it up a bit? So now, another waiting game starts. But thank goodness that is the end of all the tests. I just want to get on with the proceedure now. My operation is booked for Tuesday 1st December and I am taking two months off of work, working right up until the Monday. My op is scheduled for lunchtime, dam I'm going to be starving by then!
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